reversal magic.

saturn's needed movement backwards in time

as saturn prepares to retrograde back into sidereal capricorn this week {july 12} — i feel myself in deep reflection over this ‘last stretch’ period of my saturn return.

there’s so much i’m proud of, grateful for. and there are some regrets, and i’m learning how to alchemize this emotion {and guilt} the most. regret, guilt, and their sinister parent, shame, are so corrosive to growth processes. they’re both categorized by an inability to let go of the past, to make your peace with moments that have passed so you can be present for the moments happening now.